My last post was related to the death of my beloved Fluffy. It took me a long time to grief and recover from his passing away. My doctor said after 2 months of his passing away; I was too attached to him. I replied to her, she was the most insensitive person I have ever …
Continue reading Once a upon in 2019… (Trigger Warning) Part 1
Today, I lost my sweet fur friend, Fluffy. He was my little partner in crime, he was the only true friend I've ever had, Loyal & Kind. Sweet & Humble. Simply adorable. Fluffy was a stray dog, I never really knew he real age or his birthday, but I've had him since January 21, 2010. …
{TRIGGER WARNING!} I haven't wrote here since last year... And today I really needed to vent out here what I am feeling. So I ask you if you are reading this please do not judge my words on this post. Also please excuse my grammar. I had a decent sleep, last night. I awoke at …
I had my doubts when I started blogging, and I had doubts when my therapist suggested to start a journal... You can read about that previous post here. So many things have passed in my since my missed opportunity at a seasonal job... But I did managed to write on my journal, …
Hi! November is here as so are seasonal jobs! I said to myself I need a job and searched online for a few I thought would be for me, Not restaurants! I can't deal with that kind of stress, trust me I have tried and that is a big NO for me. So I searched …
I found this short film at Youtube... and again I thought I should share it... It could be triggering, please watch with precaution... Leave a reply in the comments about your thoughts on this short film. The title I Am Borderline, is based off of a campaign created By Betsy Usher and Wright Institute Los …
It is so hard, when you try to reach out to somebody for some kind of support and they give you a stinky look. Reading people's body language is a gift in me I suppose, but yeah I feel it, I feel everything around me, the atmosphere, people's body language, fear, hate. Everything! …
I found this video about BPD, and I thought I should share it... the one below is an updated version of the second video below.
Ugh!!! Breath, just breath and focus! That is what they all say! How many don't understand that having BPD is barely out of our reach to focus and relax. We don't work that way! If it was that simple we would not be in this constant state with struggling our thoughts! Control your mind, your …
Continue reading The struggle with a constant change of mind…
I went to my therapist last Friday, I told her I had started a blog about me and "My Babbling Thoughts"; she said that if it helps me to vent out my feelings in a safe way that it was fine, and along with that advice she said also to start writing a journal... I …
My Babbling Thoughts 